Dear Crush ,
I was in ur circle for not more than a year , that was the time I felt silently alive , hanging out wid u , those long chats , and non sensical laughs , I just kept looking at u , I still wonder whether u too felt the same for me ,,,, cuz both of us were paired n teased together by our friends n u too didn’t hesitate.
I was too shy right from the beginning… And if I look back now i see what a silly jerk I’d been , we were on the crossroads of our lives , and left on our own paths… We cud be In touch wid each other , but I didn’t cuz I over thought everything n again I felt shy , I started feeling out of ur league… , I felt that u are happy in ur new life new friends so y should I disturb n annoy u … Also , u always said , not once but many times , that u wer busy – gtg – ttyl and that too followed wid a lovely emoji .. I was confused ,I was lost in ur thoughts and it was ur sweet riddance from me … I always wanted to fill the gap that I saw long back , but don’t know whether It was u or just my pessimist self , It slowly put out the fire that tried to rise ! Well… that was the best year .. Young blood, all refreshed ,I felt wen I was wid u ! Anxiously thrilled ! I feel that u were meant to be not more than a crush .
I’ve accepted it , though its too hard to swallow . Still I hav that fire in me which keeps me going and keep trying to jus hav a good convo wid u , … God ,am I doing too much for someone ! At least I’ll never regret that I didn’t try ! I must never overthink now and kill my introvert cocoon cuz I feel sad now , for the time that was golden , had just flown by …
Your not so secret admirer,
who can never think of anyone else other than you…
P.S. He is more than just a secret admirer of her 😛
Read the Unsent Letter by the secret admirer -1 here